moonlight resonance

haha. jus finished watching e last episode of moonlight resonance(jia hao yue yuan). wen it ended, i only said, 'this show is really nice, really really nice.' to my mum who was beside me. haha. despite this being the 2nd time i'm watchin the show, i really still think it's superb. really nice. every episode is so kou ren xin xuan. n really e first ten episodes, almost every episode i also cry. well.

hmm. can only say the ending was done v well! they reviewed the main things, the happy times of the whole serial as they sing the v warm, homely song "yue liang dai biao wo de xin". oh man. really v well done. the love story of guan jia gong and yu su xin, the motherly love of he-ma. n jus the happiness of the family. it's really sth tt really appeals to me. n i can only n mus say, this show is really superb.

it's always like this. after finish watchin a serial/movie/celebrating some festive occassion. becoz of the grandness of the event/the amt of time and devotedness spent/invested, there's a v strong sense of emptiness. yep. n jus nw wen i saw the "credits" tt came out after the last scene, there's this "oh..." kind of feeling coz for the past 2 months, i've been following the serial everyday. tho nt always at 9pm. it's really v nice. n tt time there's jian zi gong lue too. bt it's like i still wan to watch jia hao yue yuan despite 9pm nt being my eat-dinner-cum-watch-tv timing. yep. tt's e appeal of jia hao yue yuan.

i'm nt writing in a v informal way, n i kinda feel weird? hahaha. yep. e emptiness is definitely nt as strong as the first time wen i finished watchin it online, coz tt time was e first time. n i really followed the serial damn hiong-ly. yep.

bt i can only say, jia hao yue yuan is a v nice show! it's e only show tt can make me watch it for the 2nd time, n really follow each n every part of it. maybe coz the stories of all the character inside all appeal to me ba? unlike tong tian gan tan, i wld forward wenever it's nt on the characters i like. jia hao yue yuan doesn't haf any of the characters tt i really really like, like meng jia hui, and who ah? haha. forgot le. bt i like almost all the characters inside, n maybe coz i didn't watch the show becoz of any particular actor/actress, n instead coz of the plot(will nv rmb sitting at the white sands shopping centre basement, in front of the shop watchin the first 2-3episodes man!), so i still like it so much the 2nd time i'm watchin it n liking almost every part. of coz towards e back wen the family is more united n more often tgt, it's more appealing la. haha.

yep. n i guess for a period of time, there wun be any show tt can replace its no1 position in my heart. haha. yep. dunno why this gan chu. haha.

yep. n wat am i supposed to be doing now? muggin. lol. haiz. jus planned again. n realised i really dun haf alot of time left to study. bt well. this is like a time in which i shld use chen ai luo ding to describe it. i definitely still nid to ling shi bao fo jiao, if not, can't even hit a B for econs n hist? haha. bt i really dun tink puttin in more effort will get me an A, maybe for econs. bt hist really is unlikely.

i tink bout it. since prelims, i really nv study econs at all. lol. i'm really a joke. i'm impressed by how i've spent the past few weeks, supposedly preparing for A's. bt i guess no matter wat, i wun regret ba. coz even at such a time, i still dun haf tt full force sense of urgency/guilt/regret/motivation to really pia and give my best for the last wat? 4days? yep. and v happy tt exams gng start, coz tt implies it's gng to end. hahaha.

ok well. i noe i'm v immature, n i noe v well tt despite being an econs student, i totally dunno how to make investment. i'm unwilling to sacrifice current consumption for future increase in SOL. despite my sis sayin a few times to me bout how she has acrue the benefits of studyin, i still AM slacking. n like wat she say, noe-ing tt it's impt to be hardworkin doesn't mean tt one is hardworking, n i'm e best eg. hahaha.

yep. well. i thot bout it last week n realised tt my life has been VERY smooth-sailing all these while, no major ups and downs. n i guess i said b4 in my previous post, it's nt tt i wld wan one w great fluctuations tho i do noe tt e sunshine after the rain always feel better than the sunny weather tt is always there. yep. bt anw if i really do flop this time, jus treat it as a lesson learnt. maybe my 1st down in my life? haha.

yep. i'm nt sayin all these coz i'm tryin to save face for myself. bt i guess being someone who noes my limits v well. n evaluatin my muggin performance n effort put in for this exams, nt scoring is definitely not a surprise. lol. yep. so i'm jus preparing myself for the worst.

i noe it's stupid, i shld use the time to mug instead. bt like wat i say, e full force motivation/stress is not settling in, n i guess it wun settle in anytime soon. yep. n kinda da ju yi ding. maybe coz i keep havin such thots, tt's why i feel tt it's cheng ai luo ding already, den i become even more slack. bt well. i guess i jus am such a lazy person ba.

maybe floppin this time wld slap me awake? haha. tho i really haf no interest in being slapped yet! haha.

yep. jus some thots. i jus realised tt i shldn't keep telling my friends this, coz in case i do well, they wld think tt i've been bullshiting all these while. tho i really tink it's nt likely, bt miracles can happen like they had for my PSLE and O's. lol. yep. n to keep my image and nt let ppl think even more badly of me, i shld jus shut my mouth up. if nt it'll reflect worse(note tt i use worse, not badly) of me. lol.

bt yep. i made the decisions myself. i'm prepared to suffer any consequences. lol. yep. i'm nt sayin this for the shuo1 fan hua4 effect. bt this time round, if i do do well, i wld say i wun be proud, except for maths n physics. maths for my versatility(such word?) in it, n physics for my effort and MR TAN's commitment. yep. hist i jus hope tt i dun disappoint my teachers by gettin C and pull down the level's performance. hehe. i mean they dun deserve such a student for their effort(n again, i'm only sayin n hoping luck can pull me thru. i'm nt gettin into the action), gp i tink i wld wan mrs lim to be happy, econs i jus hope nt to embarrass my sis. lol. yep.

i noe i'm like shit. really shit. i noe how to say nt to disappoint others, noe how to say my teachers dun deserve such a student for their effort. bt i'm nt translating them into actions. bt i jus hope tt i get the punishment and not my teachers. bt well my results determines both my punishment and my teachers' reward simultaneously. so i dunno wat. bt i guess i can only say i'm a selfish n short-sighted person. tho i dun tink my teachers deserve tt kind of students, bt i still care more bout current consumption(and thus the short-sightedness). lol.

kk. shitty me shld stop blabbering. so tt i wun feel so paiseh of myself wen i come back to read this post wen i flop my exams. if i do well, den it wld be like the 3rd stroke of luck? lol. shitty me. bt i'm still feelin happy. horrendous.

bt well. i'm so glad to haf my phone back w me. n e wallpaper is so nice. yining is so cute! haha.

kheng(:
04/11/09