really think i totally screwed up my own timetable!:( it's like at first tuesday was still quite a pleasant day to haf. coz 4 hours on both even and odd weeks! in e end, coz of my stupid assumption and carelessness, i've to stay in sch for another 2hours!:( den it's like i go home at 8pm!:( seriously an issue n even tuesdays are out for meetings!:( hmm! bt well. let go! wat can i do seriously? everything has been decided upon!
hmm. bt yest kinda ponned sch coz didn't wan e long breaks n didn't wanna stay in sch till so late for pysch. haha. plus my sis found her notes for me!:P hehe. yep. so i ponned! n screw me for slacking for e whole day! tt's why i've to rushing e SEQ summary for ys now!:S arghh!! n jus haf this feelin i'm super busy! coz tmr after long day in sch, haf tuition!:( den thurs haf got tuition n gng to watch shen mu yu tong's mini concert in NTU! haha. so lucky tt i've ah boon they all to get tix!:P hehe. yep!:D hehe. n kinda good coz tt means we most prob not shoppin in e day? more time to spend at home doing work!:D hehe.
man! tt's why i say i can't bring my laptop! i'll just do everythin else except studying!:P hehe. like farm la, blog la, surf net la. hehehe. n i really tink i wan to minimise bringing my laptop to sch. i'm really uncomfortable w this keeping my laptop in e bag wen it's feeling so hot!:( n all e jerks n shakings n pressure it's being exposed to when i bring it ard!:(
yep!:P hehe. n it's quite a hassle in itself of coz!:P hehe.
yep. actually main reason why i wanted to blog was coz i tink i'm more ready to go for tutorial alone later? as in coz no preparation work to be done. den most prob i'm just gng to shut my mouth up unless i'm comfortable enuff to speak. havin xiaoxi there is actually not a good thingy for me. coz we noe each other. n this "frens but not very familiar w each other" thingy kinda makes me feel more awkward than wen being thrown to a grp of totally new ppl. hmm. bt actually tt might b a good thing. at least i'm nt totally alone! hehe. yep. n maybe she would b nice n talk to me(tho i seriously wun mind if she doesn't - coz i dun wan e reliance n kinda of like being shi1 she w ppl's attention - not sayin she's like this. bt i'll feel tt way!) haha. unless she's alone too. which i seriously doubt so. yep.
as in dun worry too much. at least i enjoyed friday's social work though xue en's presence really made a huge huge difference! haha. bt it's like most ppl there were alone! yep! be brave! hehe. i'm actually not as worried as on friday. does this mean later is gng to turn out worse? lol! dun worry!(: wat can be really bad? hmm. crazy! plus this is unlikely to be my major! so cheers!:D
yep! haha. realised tt kaka is leaving so soon! another 14days! n of coz this = i'm dead! coz i've to prep sth for her farewell! n norine's! n yeexien's b-dae card! n jus e mental preparedness which i dun haf ba... hmm..
yest yx texted me askin whether m i free on thurs to go out n shop for xr's present. den i didn't reply her coz was waitin for fy to see if she could get tix for e concert. den just nw i asked if can make it nxt week. den she replied "cannot. coz i alr promised xr...." yep. den i also dunno how to interpret tt sms. all i did was to at first instance, defend myself, w e illness over e wkend, e coping w sch work n stuff, n ka they all's departure n of coz pre-arrangements n timetables. yep.bt i realised maybe her sms wasn't tt hostile la. maybe i thot too much. bt well. wat can i say? even if i'm super free now, i still can't make it coz of pre-arrangements w fy! hmm. bt well! i believe nxt 2 weeks r gng to b super intense! jiayou kheng! haiz. n e thot of ka n norine leaving..... :(:(
yep. n today didn't go back to rv to visit miss chia. felt kinda missing out sth. bt i really could not afford e time given e need to rush out ys's SEQ. obviously i dun wan to be burning midnight oil tonite! so i gave up on tt idea. n seeing so many JJ students wen i went to eat brunch n den so many HongKah students at bus stop wen i came to sch w my laptop n thick pysch book made me realise tt i'm no longer of e age/gen tt is celebrating school holidays!:( n thus e remark on fb. while lamenting tt i'm no longer entitled to those holidays, it's also a sigh of being unable to celebrate certain occasions le, like teachers' day, national day n stuff.... hmm:(
yep. seems like my right brain is more at work now.. coz i feel more negative emotions! hmm. hopefully e ability to complete my SEQ summary tonight(way b4 1230 so tt i can slp in time!) n a good pysch tut can cheer me up! tmr shld b a rather fine day since i'm quite ready to go for SW lecture alone!:P hehe. n prayin for tuition to b gd! n thurs's tuition to b good as well! hehe. super greedy eh me?:P hehe.
kheng(:
31-08-10
status: really hasn't gone out w tong for v long bt given e busy feel she is giving me n e busy schedule i seem to be "envisioning" myself to be coping with, i tink not meetin shld b fine for e time being!:P hehe. n e way e EU lecturer, Dr Jack Fairey talked just nw really reminded me of tong at a few instances! ha!
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