addiction!

haha. man. i'm still quite hooked on to xia yi zhan xing fu! wah! jus nw was watchin tian qi chong chong chong, den saw zeng guo cheng acting wen someone was singing. haha. den immediately linked me to e show.

i guess i really really like mu chen this jiao se. haha. coz she's a very cute son! v sweet n obedient n adorable! tho she has to work v v hard to support her son, n has to see her son take jabs coz of his illness, bt it's like v simple. e village she lives in. n e ppl in e village. n tho she isn't tgt w ren guang xi, bt it's like she's a v ke ku ming xin love past tt i believe can be her support. haha. yep.

hehe. it's like e part wen she listened to her own heartbeat n said tt she also missed ren guang xi alot. it's like. cannot be tgt. bt there's jus this invisible link. maybe it's coz frm a viewer's position i noe ren guang xi feels sth for her too n tt they wld be tgt eventually, tt's why i tink tt her life is so filled w happiness, it's tt kind of simple happiness n satisfaction tho it's quite a hard life too. yep.

haha. upcoming shld be quite nice too coz ren guang xi wants to take revenge, i guess e being tgt w her is a form of revenge coz of wan quan yu le's report. bt anw 3 more days! maybe 4 actually! mon def first thing in e morn wake up n watch! wat de! 3more months leh! i believe shi jian hui chong dan yi qie, i shld be wun be so addicted as time pass by ba.

can't believe i'm like addicted to a SHOW? haha. wat de. i wun actually rate e show as best or superb or anything, YET, bt i'm jus v addicted to e show. xiao le really has made e show better, as in made e show really more unique n really boost e shou1 shi4. haha. yep.

i guess i nid a job? so tt i will pass my time faster, n more fruitfully. it's like nw my time still passes v fast bt i tink i dun haf anything in mind tt is like impt or serious. yep. n i dare nt ask for time to zoom past, coz i will die if i dun find a job!:S hahaha. yep. n wen i get a job, i believe dun nid to ask time also will fly past. yep. n by den, my mondays will come especially fast!:P haha. bt yep. it means tt my hols will end v soon once i watch till e last ep of xia yi zhan xing fu, coz it wld be late april.

hehe. yep. this is prob e longest break i can haf in my life b4 retirement as they said. coz after uni would be work! work for a few decades? haha. den retire. hehe. bt tt's really far far away. bt nvm. haf faith tt i'll be able to work in the area tt i've passion for n would not dread working(: haha.

yep yep. i'm thinking how else can they develop the story. scarly it becomes v draggy n not nice. den i would laugh at my retardness now for being so addicted to e show. so it's dilemma again. if e show isn't as good, den i wun be like thinking of it every now n then. bt i would be so disappointed. if it's good, den i've to be like now every mon, thinkin of e show. haha.

yep. n funny thing is things tt i tink bout wun come true. so other than e show becoming v sucky, another possible scenerio would be e show being released in other ways, like vcd so tt i can finish e show way b4 april. bt hmm. tt's quite unlikely too coz based on wan quan yu le's report, i guess they choose certain parts to play depending on audience's responses.. yep. so it shld be like after this ep is telecasted, they would be editing the nxt few ep or sth. so it's quite unlikely tt they would release e show now or anythin. yep. so wait faithfully la. bt if e show really comes out on vcd, i guess i would really go grab it at ALL cost!:p hahahaha.

yep. dunno wat element of e show made me so addicted! haiz.

kk. got to do other stuff le. for once i feel like doing things tt i shld be doing! haha. n tt's packin up, findin a job, registering for my driving n stuff!:P hahaha. kk.

bt anw yest went for gor meeting,tt's really a place whereby my ideas/exp can own. haha. bt of coz my intention is not to dominate or own or anythin. haha. yep. bt i feel slightly more impt there?:P haha. yep yep.

hopefully this new dynamics of e gift's "leadership" this time round can push gift forward(: tho honestly i've given up believin in many ideals tt gift used to haf n still haf now. bt of coz tt doesn't mean tt i would give up on gift or do a sloppish job there. hehe. yep.

kheng(:
07/01/2010
4more days!(do countdown everyday:P)