man.i found a job. bt am feeling so unbalanced... today e interviewer seemed to imply tt i dun look presentable. i guess it's my hair? yep. n he said tt frm e short survey tt i did, tt i dun seem like a compassionate person. like wat de.... bt well. it doesn't matter. i believe i noe myself well enuff. yep. n i didn't push for a $7 pay as suggested by pl coz i didn't wan to like "fight" for it, esp wen i dun tink i've impressed him. haha.i wasn't v desperate for e job too. fine if they dun employ me. yep. so jus go n c c lo. i hope it wun be too bad. i'm a little afraid tt i would be ostracised. man. prayin hard.
n i totally forgot bout my driving theory lessons. n agreed to it!!! man. now haf to pangseh ade for e lessons. i hope she can make it herself. if nt, den GG... hmm. n i hope i can sustain being alone too. oops. tmr go c if i can negotiate. coz i was very happy after hearing tt e schedule fits gift's timing this week totally. n i totally forgot bout driving. man. feel bad to pangseh ade sia... haiz.
yep. n e dresscode is giving me a bit of prob now. dun recall i've white blouse n dark jackets. later go find. if dun haf den mus go buy le. wah. court shoes? hmm. luckily i still haf black skirt frm previous job. bt nt sure if still can wear. haiz.
man. why izzit tt finding a job seems more troubling for me now? wah....
haiz. jiayou. for e money. u've to hang on there kheng!
yep. bt at least i learnt sth bout interview today. mus noe how to describe urself. may haf to "lie" on those questionaires. n mus be there EARLY! not on the dot. oops.
yep. tt's it. i welcome challenges from work, but really not from handling human relationships. i'm fine w being alone, as long as those ppl dun hate me/ostracise me. yep yep.
sorry ade!:(
kheng:(
26/01/10
status: uneasiness....
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