happy(:

haha. today quite a happy day. did nothing much. jus tt gp clinic was cancelled. so aq n me did a v stupid thing: to count e no of red pens outside e staff room! oh man. hahaha. bt damn challenging n fun! hahaha. i tink shld be 705. our latest count. haha.

den we went oasis wanted to revise. den i suggested instead to go play badminton. haha. den wen we reached e canteen we went to see e "colours award" photos. den evil yitong came to scare me.den ended up we talk until 3 i tink? haha. den went to play bball. xr n yx late. so we kept shooting. i tink my arms will ache tmr. den after tt we kena chased out of gym to play at e real bball court. den xr came at like 15mins b4 4pm. so we only played a while. in e end i was still late for ih for 10mins. hehee. bt it's ok:P mr han nv scold. hoho.

yep. jus v happy coz haven't talk to tong 4 so long. luckily it was hargao. coz she noe tong personally. so we could talk quite comfortably. n e 2 of us had nothin on. so it's like free time to slack/play/talk. haha. den tink tong also v entertained by us n happy talking to us:P haha. yep. bt we talked for like 40mins. haha. yep.

n realised i really talk to diff ppl v differently. i talk to tong in english. den i'll sai nai1. bt nt to hargao. to her is really hokkien n chinese, w a bit of vulgarities n ah lian-ness all over e place. n i tink i spoke my mind. i wasn't tryin to reinforce e differences b/w tong n me. i was jus stating facts. coz she was like "wow" by my lian-ness wen i was playin w hargao. so i said like she do e spin thing so tt her hands will be more inclined to push in 1 side so tt it'll aid her in her arm-wrestling. i tink i spoke my mind:P haha.

yep. it's nt to force her to do things i like. or nt to make it like we're v different. bt jus to tell her we're indeed diff. n somethings i wun say right in her face. w hargao dere like, got a bit of buffer. den got e chance den say lo. haha. even buddies can't clique in all areas yeah. haha. yep. jus hope tt she understands.

yep. n i'm glad neither of us was doin e "i gtg" face or look. man. i really hate tt. yep. bt of coz mus noe tt wen tt crappin session ends. my expectations mus be back to norm. n it's e new norm tt i've found/defined recently. haha. yep.

n jus nw was tinkin of e bus. haha. wen she leaves for overseas uni mus really send her a reminder letter so tt she wun forget impt dates like MY BIRTHDAY! hahaha. yep. n i tink bout it. tard will be leavin. norine likely. perhaps ka also? n who? tb-mate! still some tt wun leave. bt can't help to tink bout e case whereby most of my good frens wun be ard for my 21st b-dae n i wun be dere for theirs too. haiz. still rmb in sec sch tt time, still always wondering who can i safely say i'll invite. nw is invite they wan to come also can't. yep.

bt still. i hope tt they can go overseas. for their own future, for their own passion n dream of studying overseas. n for every good reason tt they are leaving singapore for. yep. n tt's still a bit far. shall cherish n make good use of this remaining 1year? coz august is e time they will leave nxt year if everythin goes well?

haha. jus rmb-ed tt huihui's jacket is still w me. she's flying this sun. prob can't send her off alr. gng buy yx's present. still gng mayday's concert. still gng back rv. haha. i really dun behave as if i've prelims in 1week's time. horrendous! haha. bt let it be:P haha. maybe i wun say this wen results come out:S haha.

yep. n tink bout it. i've always nt haf high expectations of my results n perhaps it's nt low expectations n pin chang xin tt got me my good grades. wonder if this time round it'll be e same. n even if nt for this "superstitious" reason. it wld also be to set realistic expectations n targets, n nt make myself too unhappy in this studyin process. coz anw e course tt i wan, it's nt tt hard to get in. nth is for sure of coz. i'm nt being complacent or slackenin. of coz i'll still work towards my As. it's jus tt i dun wan to keep thinkin of tt, lose e joy of studyin n make myself so upset wen i miss my As again, jus like SSH for O's. yep.

haha. tt's it la. jie's NUS book has e best quote tt i've ever seen:

happiness does not mean that everything is perfect. it jus means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

marvellous man! i simply love it!

1404(:
26/08/09