i guess i noe why some people want machines that can go back to e past le, how i wish i can have a change to visit my mother and aunt's childhood.. to look at how they were in the past.. to see how they were like when they were young..
hmm. this thot came about coz my 4th aunt found family portraits of the family when they were young.. n as i look at it. i can't help but marvel at how adorable my mum, aunts, uncles and grandparents looked when they were young.. i tink it's kinda coz i've nv seen them when they were young, n e only impression i've of them cannot deviate too much from how they look now. and i suddenly feel this very 温馨 feeling when i look at the photos. i feel like going back using a time machine to see how they look like when they were young.. how they lived their lives. not so much as a cultural "trip".. but rather to go explore their innocence when they were young. it's like.. they also haf been thru adolescence and childhood. sth which i've nv really imagined, pictured or thought about. sth tt i really took very for granted!
yep. n actually i was quite "uncomfortable" about william's comment. i tink he is only trying to share his views about the way he views e "past".. i hope he isn't trying to like say how useless it's of me to be looking back at e past.. i mean it's like.. this past is nv part of me. it wasn't a choice made by me to not be part of it. i'm born to be e daughter of my mum, not her siblings.. so i could nv haf been part of it.. but there's just this burning curiosity of wanting to go back.. yep. i aren't lamenting or what. just this curiosity and kinda nostalgic feeling.. yep..
bt william is like pouring cold water.. lol. bt ok. maybe he doesn't mean it la. anw, it doesn't matter. coz i didn't post to get attention.. i jus really felt tt way. n i was more of waiting for my family members to come n feel what i'm feeling.. like this love for the family.. wanted to share that more.. so it's like i didn't reply to lingling's comment also. coz i really meant it as a very 有感触 status update.. not some random post.. yep.. i'm not saying she is saying rubbish la..
hehe. yep. after typing such a "sensible" post.. i feel so much better bout william's comment! hehe. n quite glad coz mdm chia "like"d my status!:D hehe.
now for e photos.. tt invited so much feelings, comments and reflections. (:
this was the one that made me really wan to go back to e past.. can't imagine my aunts and mum and uncles and grandma actually looking like this when they were young/younger.. really is unbelievable. hehe.
kheng(:
12-09-10
status: 2more days and kaka'll be flying off..
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