Haha. Haven't found e right word to use yet. Izzit homeostasis? Morphostasis? Morphogenesis? Hahaha. Or some other? Haha. Bt anw e idea is sth sth 'sis' de 就对了！
Hahaha. Yep brought this up coz i guess i haf found a new way to reach equilibrium. Yep. Jus dun expect to b heard! Hahaha. My new strategy. In this way i wun bother to explain n all the disappointment wun come in!:) hee. Yep!
Anw got my placement le. Marine parade:S bt still better than tampines! Started to tink if it's tampines wat shld i b doin le lo! Haha. Bt anw. Fantastic coz vivian n i same agency n same project segment! Haha. Tgt w a senior. Hehr. Yep!
Perhaps fated ba. At first i saw a project which i was interested in bt was in marine parade. So did nt take tt. Nw still back there. Haha jus nt sure if it's e same project/fsc! Hehe.
Bt yep! Vivian said she heard frm senior tt fsc v fast pace! Good. I love challenges. N coz i m so afraid i would become so confident of myself.. Perhaps it's a good thing tt i face more failures at e start n learn frm there. N learn to b humble! Hehe. Yep!
Jus hope tt wun b so challengin tt i give up on social work! Haha.
Yep! N i was prepared for challenges! Be it unsupportive supervisor or wat.. Haha. Hopefully wun get poured cold water right frm e start!:) haha. Or at any point in time!:)
Haha. Anw jus nw didn't print my sea notes coz a lot of pictures. Found it v waste ink so went to sch print. Reached kent ridge at 145. N went to print. After waitin for a while b4 gettin a comp n queuin to get it printed. Someone came in n said tt e set printed out was hers! So i stunned-ly let her take e paper frm me bt was like 'discussin' w her whose was it. E uncle came over n helped. N tt girl jus walked away. She slowly eased away. N e uncle tried to check e records.n i didn't rmb e wrong printer! Rah! So i reprinted lo! E uncle offered to pay for it. Bt it was ok. Only 50cents anw.
Den e more i thot bout it. E more i felt tt i shld b angry n e angrier i got! Rahh!!!! I felt like i dunno hw to protect myself. Bt i m ok w bein e victim rather than i quarrel w her. End up she has to reprint n everyone nt happy. At least nw we can all say for sure tt she was bein too much! Nt tryin to sabo ppl. Bt i really cannot bring myself to quarrel w ppl. My image matters more than anythin else!
N e funny thing was wen i walked to lt11 for lessons.. I saw jiaomei! N was immediately reminded of the canteen incident in j2! Hahaha. Yep. Bt it was over. Will still rmb it for life i guess? E 'fruits basket' thjng i also can forget. Still a possibility i will forget this incident. Haha. Bt at least i rmb it nw! Haha.
Yep. Actually nw i guess there was still value in e happenin of tt incident. Haha. Shall nt talk bout it nw. Haha.
Yep. Coz got more angry stuff to rant! Hahaha. N tt thing really over for too long le! Haha.
Yep! So of coz i complained to valerie! Did tink of the possibility tt she might overhear it! Bt i was statin facts! I didn't call her names. N she really went overboard wat! Haha. After tt i complained to tong n she called her a bitch. Haha. So gratifyin to be able to scold tt woman.
Bt i noe. Tt thing was most probably hers. Coz after e previous person. I stood for a while n nth came out! So perhaps e machines jammed or sth. I mean e info system cork up. Bt hw can she be sure. It wasn't bout e money or time or missin lecture tt mattered to me. Bt shldn't we resolve e incident b4 she walk away? Rahh! Bt i really was more stunned than anythin! Stunned tt she actually took e paper frm my hands. I dun tink i did hand e papers out to her. I only noe wen she took it. I had e feelin she was grabbin it frm me n i actually did loosen my grip. Hopefully i rmb-ed e incident properly. Perhaps tt decision to loosen my grip wen i was so lost was my true innate character? Haha. Wah so nt aggressive wor?
Haha. Anw reach le. Feel so much better after whinin! Can't stand kiasu singaporeans! Faints!
Rah!
Kheng:)
Anw i m ok nw! Gng to haf soup restuarant to celebrate dajie's bdae!:) hehe. Yep!:) n 1 tuition down!;)
Hahaha. Yep brought this up coz i guess i haf found a new way to reach equilibrium. Yep. Jus dun expect to b heard! Hahaha. My new strategy. In this way i wun bother to explain n all the disappointment wun come in!:) hee. Yep!
Anw got my placement le. Marine parade:S bt still better than tampines! Started to tink if it's tampines wat shld i b doin le lo! Haha. Bt anw. Fantastic coz vivian n i same agency n same project segment! Haha. Tgt w a senior. Hehr. Yep!
Perhaps fated ba. At first i saw a project which i was interested in bt was in marine parade. So did nt take tt. Nw still back there. Haha jus nt sure if it's e same project/fsc! Hehe.
Bt yep! Vivian said she heard frm senior tt fsc v fast pace! Good. I love challenges. N coz i m so afraid i would become so confident of myself.. Perhaps it's a good thing tt i face more failures at e start n learn frm there. N learn to b humble! Hehe. Yep!
Jus hope tt wun b so challengin tt i give up on social work! Haha.
Yep! N i was prepared for challenges! Be it unsupportive supervisor or wat.. Haha. Hopefully wun get poured cold water right frm e start!:) haha. Or at any point in time!:)
Haha. Anw jus nw didn't print my sea notes coz a lot of pictures. Found it v waste ink so went to sch print. Reached kent ridge at 145. N went to print. After waitin for a while b4 gettin a comp n queuin to get it printed. Someone came in n said tt e set printed out was hers! So i stunned-ly let her take e paper frm me bt was like 'discussin' w her whose was it. E uncle came over n helped. N tt girl jus walked away. She slowly eased away. N e uncle tried to check e records.n i didn't rmb e wrong printer! Rah! So i reprinted lo! E uncle offered to pay for it. Bt it was ok. Only 50cents anw.
Den e more i thot bout it. E more i felt tt i shld b angry n e angrier i got! Rahh!!!! I felt like i dunno hw to protect myself. Bt i m ok w bein e victim rather than i quarrel w her. End up she has to reprint n everyone nt happy. At least nw we can all say for sure tt she was bein too much! Nt tryin to sabo ppl. Bt i really cannot bring myself to quarrel w ppl. My image matters more than anythin else!
N e funny thing was wen i walked to lt11 for lessons.. I saw jiaomei! N was immediately reminded of the canteen incident in j2! Hahaha. Yep. Bt it was over. Will still rmb it for life i guess? E 'fruits basket' thjng i also can forget. Still a possibility i will forget this incident. Haha. Bt at least i rmb it nw! Haha.
Yep. Actually nw i guess there was still value in e happenin of tt incident. Haha. Shall nt talk bout it nw. Haha.
Yep. Coz got more angry stuff to rant! Hahaha. N tt thing really over for too long le! Haha.
Yep! So of coz i complained to valerie! Did tink of the possibility tt she might overhear it! Bt i was statin facts! I didn't call her names. N she really went overboard wat! Haha. After tt i complained to tong n she called her a bitch. Haha. So gratifyin to be able to scold tt woman.
Bt i noe. Tt thing was most probably hers. Coz after e previous person. I stood for a while n nth came out! So perhaps e machines jammed or sth. I mean e info system cork up. Bt hw can she be sure. It wasn't bout e money or time or missin lecture tt mattered to me. Bt shldn't we resolve e incident b4 she walk away? Rahh! Bt i really was more stunned than anythin! Stunned tt she actually took e paper frm my hands. I dun tink i did hand e papers out to her. I only noe wen she took it. I had e feelin she was grabbin it frm me n i actually did loosen my grip. Hopefully i rmb-ed e incident properly. Perhaps tt decision to loosen my grip wen i was so lost was my true innate character? Haha. Wah so nt aggressive wor?
Haha. Anw reach le. Feel so much better after whinin! Can't stand kiasu singaporeans! Faints!
Rah!
Kheng:)
Anw i m ok nw! Gng to haf soup restuarant to celebrate dajie's bdae!:) hehe. Yep!:) n 1 tuition down!;)
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