Which is it? Where is it? Hw to face it?
Haha. Omg jus nw after finishin shaoniansidamingbu. Was there hesitatin wat to do. Play plants n zombies? Or revisit e scenes of tuwei? Or do sth else? In e end played plants n zombies. Nt as fun as wen i started on it this morn. Maybe coz this morn e first time was fresh! Haha. Yep. N den play till dun feel like gng to sch! Haha.
Yep. In e end ps-ed jiahui. Haha. Bt marian is in sch. Hoohoo. Ok. Reduce some guilt of me! Hehe.
Yep. Anw i tink marian tinks i m mad. I always smile at her. In e grp i noe her for e longest of time mah. So wen it is silent or awkward, natural to look at her n smile rite? Bt i tink she tinks tt i m mad/les! Haha. Maybe jokin. Bt i dun feel comfortable bein called a les in front of e rest. Haha.
Yep. This is e only kind of misunderstandin tt i will try super hard to clarify n avoid! Guys thinkin i like them alot too! Haha.
Yep. So i will stop smilin at her! I kinda felt tt fiona felt tt way too wen we were on our way back frm e playground. So i stopped like smilin at her or starin at her for too long. Haha.
Maybe i m really les to b thinkin of such stuff. Bt i dun wan to b one. Nor do i tink i m nt straight. Haha. Yep so i avoid such awkward situations. Haha. Yep. Well. I can't control if i m really a les. Bt i really do nt wish to b one. So if i really am. I wun b one also. Bt hopefully i aren't. Till nw. I still dun love any girl frens like a crush yet. So i m still norm! Haha.
Hey it takes courage to say e above para k! Tho i dunno if anyone will even read this eventually. Bt still. E risk exists n i m takin it by writin. Bt let me reiterrate(dunno hw to spell! Argh!) i haf no interest in lettin myself become a les! Haha. Yep!!
Anw. Yep so i will stop smilin at her. Bt mustn't avoid their glances if nt they tink i m really tryin to avoid them/dislike them. Haha. I tink alot. Bt my style has always been 宁可杀错，不可放过！ haha. I mean my style towards misunderstandings. Even small kinds. Tt is why i always explain myself! Haha.
Yep. Anw back to my emo jus nw. Yep. Jus nw after endin e plants n zombies. I felt this sense of loss n stuff. Didn't feel like gng to sch. N feel like i haven't had enuff of dramas/games tho i was alr a little tired after gamin for 2h! Yep.
N started to get emo n stuff. I felt like i m nt facing my reality! My reality is studyin, gng out to meet ppl to do project. Nt hide at home to watch dramas(live in a 虚拟 world) or face e com to game alone! Haha. Bt i m allowin myself to live in my own world by facin e comp! Horrendous!:S
Yep. N in e end. E stories, e love i feel in all e dramas r all only dramas. They dun exist in my world nor belong to me! Yep. Thank goodness i still haven't reach e stage of imagin myself in e role of e female lead. Haven't reAch e stage of havin illusions!
Yep. N past 2 days' massive perspiring on my palms n feet tgt w all these restlessness, lack of motivation is makin me wonder izzit tt i haf nt exercised for v long? Tt's why gettin lazier n can't release my emotions n stuff! Hmm. Tmr gng to run w gege! Haha. Shall see hw!
Yep. Anw i was supposed to move on to being healthy, slim n being a smart n pretty girl! Hahaha. My grand plans! Haha. Put in effort kheng!!!
Haha. Yep. Yest was tellin gege why do i emo n wat's my take on it. Actually true lo. It's alright for ppl to haf emotions n to vent them out thru emo-ing lo! Haha. N my great theory holds true k! Haha. Provided i dun emo all e time! Hahaha.
If i emo all e time. It also shows sth. Tt i can't control my emotions! Nt in e sense tt i will cry or flare up. Bt i m constantly feelin emotional! Sth is wrong too eh? Haha. Yep.
N tt day wen i was waitin for e bus to go back to arts after gem. I was thinkin of hw positive xiangqing is. N there i was emo-ing coz of e show. Coz still in e aftermath of havin chiong finished e show. N i tink coz was tired. Haha. Yep. It was more of e lack of enthusiasm n energy in my life tt paled in comparison to xiangqing's. Yep. As in nt tt i tink my life is meaningless or i haf no life all tt shit. Bt other than watchin dramas. I do wat also 提不起劲儿！ yep.
Yep yep khengkheng! Smile more in life! Look on e brighter side of life! I haf nth to grieve bout. Jus v sian n restless la. Hah. bt yep smile more kheng! Today is a v beautiful day!:)
N yep. Appreciate wat i haf! Rmb thinkin repeatedly wat if i were to go deaf like tangtang in tianyanmiyu! Yep! Appreciate! E nice music. E nice visuals. E nice food!
Life's great!:)
Kheng;)
Jus nice! Reachin kent ridge terminal! Haha.
Haha. Omg jus nw after finishin shaoniansidamingbu. Was there hesitatin wat to do. Play plants n zombies? Or revisit e scenes of tuwei? Or do sth else? In e end played plants n zombies. Nt as fun as wen i started on it this morn. Maybe coz this morn e first time was fresh! Haha. Yep. N den play till dun feel like gng to sch! Haha.
Yep. In e end ps-ed jiahui. Haha. Bt marian is in sch. Hoohoo. Ok. Reduce some guilt of me! Hehe.
Yep. Anw i tink marian tinks i m mad. I always smile at her. In e grp i noe her for e longest of time mah. So wen it is silent or awkward, natural to look at her n smile rite? Bt i tink she tinks tt i m mad/les! Haha. Maybe jokin. Bt i dun feel comfortable bein called a les in front of e rest. Haha.
Yep. This is e only kind of misunderstandin tt i will try super hard to clarify n avoid! Guys thinkin i like them alot too! Haha.
Yep. So i will stop smilin at her! I kinda felt tt fiona felt tt way too wen we were on our way back frm e playground. So i stopped like smilin at her or starin at her for too long. Haha.
Maybe i m really les to b thinkin of such stuff. Bt i dun wan to b one. Nor do i tink i m nt straight. Haha. Yep so i avoid such awkward situations. Haha. Yep. Well. I can't control if i m really a les. Bt i really do nt wish to b one. So if i really am. I wun b one also. Bt hopefully i aren't. Till nw. I still dun love any girl frens like a crush yet. So i m still norm! Haha.
Hey it takes courage to say e above para k! Tho i dunno if anyone will even read this eventually. Bt still. E risk exists n i m takin it by writin. Bt let me reiterrate(dunno hw to spell! Argh!) i haf no interest in lettin myself become a les! Haha. Yep!!
Anw. Yep so i will stop smilin at her. Bt mustn't avoid their glances if nt they tink i m really tryin to avoid them/dislike them. Haha. I tink alot. Bt my style has always been 宁可杀错，不可放过！ haha. I mean my style towards misunderstandings. Even small kinds. Tt is why i always explain myself! Haha.
Yep. Anw back to my emo jus nw. Yep. Jus nw after endin e plants n zombies. I felt this sense of loss n stuff. Didn't feel like gng to sch. N feel like i haven't had enuff of dramas/games tho i was alr a little tired after gamin for 2h! Yep.
N started to get emo n stuff. I felt like i m nt facing my reality! My reality is studyin, gng out to meet ppl to do project. Nt hide at home to watch dramas(live in a 虚拟 world) or face e com to game alone! Haha. Bt i m allowin myself to live in my own world by facin e comp! Horrendous!:S
Yep. N in e end. E stories, e love i feel in all e dramas r all only dramas. They dun exist in my world nor belong to me! Yep. Thank goodness i still haven't reach e stage of imagin myself in e role of e female lead. Haven't reAch e stage of havin illusions!
Yep. N past 2 days' massive perspiring on my palms n feet tgt w all these restlessness, lack of motivation is makin me wonder izzit tt i haf nt exercised for v long? Tt's why gettin lazier n can't release my emotions n stuff! Hmm. Tmr gng to run w gege! Haha. Shall see hw!
Yep. Anw i was supposed to move on to being healthy, slim n being a smart n pretty girl! Hahaha. My grand plans! Haha. Put in effort kheng!!!
Haha. Yep. Yest was tellin gege why do i emo n wat's my take on it. Actually true lo. It's alright for ppl to haf emotions n to vent them out thru emo-ing lo! Haha. N my great theory holds true k! Haha. Provided i dun emo all e time! Hahaha.
If i emo all e time. It also shows sth. Tt i can't control my emotions! Nt in e sense tt i will cry or flare up. Bt i m constantly feelin emotional! Sth is wrong too eh? Haha. Yep.
N tt day wen i was waitin for e bus to go back to arts after gem. I was thinkin of hw positive xiangqing is. N there i was emo-ing coz of e show. Coz still in e aftermath of havin chiong finished e show. N i tink coz was tired. Haha. Yep. It was more of e lack of enthusiasm n energy in my life tt paled in comparison to xiangqing's. Yep. As in nt tt i tink my life is meaningless or i haf no life all tt shit. Bt other than watchin dramas. I do wat also 提不起劲儿！ yep.
Yep yep khengkheng! Smile more in life! Look on e brighter side of life! I haf nth to grieve bout. Jus v sian n restless la. Hah. bt yep smile more kheng! Today is a v beautiful day!:)
N yep. Appreciate wat i haf! Rmb thinkin repeatedly wat if i were to go deaf like tangtang in tianyanmiyu! Yep! Appreciate! E nice music. E nice visuals. E nice food!
Life's great!:)
Kheng;)
Jus nice! Reachin kent ridge terminal! Haha.
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