Happy!

Today is a day of tonnes of emotions! Bt mostly along e line of happiness! Hehehe!

Went to haf korean buffet w anqi they all! Hehe! Actually fell sick while i was in AS7 durin e break & wait! Bt jus went coz of e food & i knew if i pangseh, they would curse & swear me! Heheheh! Totally glad i went!! Hehehe!

Yep! Enjoyed e dinner! Got e pro BBQ-er lim anqi! & me who kept makin a joke out of myself coz i like cannot cook, cannot pour drinks, cannot do a lot of things! Haahhaha! They said they worried bout my future husband! Coz i kept sayin "if nt cooked, throw back & cook again!" hahahah! Den they were thinkin i will do this to my future husband's home-cooked meal! :p hahahahah!

& after tt supposed to go back bt baby wanted to treat us to ice cream! Hehe! I din eat coz was baskin robbins! Heeh! Den after tt we haf a series of joke! Like wedding wan wat format! & actually had this indomie weddin theme! Hahahah! Laughed & laughed & laughed!

& b4 tt, anqi & i kept pesterin zeni to treat us coz she treated xinru to e meal! Hahahah! All e bargainin & beggin & threatenin & no image! Hahahahah!

& yep! Baby looked a little down initially coz i tink she felt tt i like changed coz i was as "cheapo" as anqi! Hehe! & maybe coz i din ask her bout her trip bah & she had a lot to tell me? Hehehe! Yep! After aq alighted at clementi, she told me bout her trip to canada & non-stop quarreling w qimin! Goodness! Hahaha! Bt at least they r still frens after all e quarreling!! Hehhe!

Yep! It's nt tt i changed! I dun feel tt i've changed! It was jus for e fun of it! In fact everyone laughed! Like nobody's business!! Hahaha! & i tink maybe i really bo xim! Hahah! Coz i din rmb she was comin back on 1st jan! Heheh! Bt i will jus b honest, baby isn't my best fren! She is still my good fren bt i really wun say best! I m closer to qimin coz we've been thru more, bt i really would haf gone to fetch her if i knew wen she was comin back! Hehe! *

Yep! & i really really laughed a lot! Till my tears kept rollin down! Hehehe!

& came back saw esther's whatsapp & crapped w her again! Hehehe! Ah di damn cute! Insisted on her postin his pic up to tag us! Hahahah! A pic of him pasting "fever pack" tt says "i'm fine!" hahahah! Damn qian da! & he damn bad! Esther sick still made her test honey! See whether got expire or not! Hehehe!

Oh ya! & bong made it to zeni's fb top news also! Hahah! Zeni also noes her by her full name! Hahahah! "Full": vivian luah tingting! Hahahah!

Yep! Happy to b receiving esther's whatsapp msg-es occasionally! Jus love crappin w her! & glad tt she is sharing stuff w me! Hehe! However minute those things r! :))

& e sweetest thing tt happened today was: pingping's fb post!!!!!!! <3

Heheheh! I saw e notification & i went onto fb! Heheh! & i saw tt she posted on my wall! So while waitin for it to load, i was eagerly thinkin of wat she actually posted! Was it w regards to wat happened today? Hehe! I was prayin it is nt those mass tag kind or some restaurant city invites! Heheh!

& wen i opened up, omg! Such a sweet post frm her!!! Oh man!!!

We had telepathy! Today saw her in class & was tryin to call out to her bt she din look in my direction! I tink her fren saw me bt i din dare to ask her to call pingping! Hehe! & in e end, i wanted to look for her bt was rushin for class! Hehe! & i din forget her k! Kept wantin to text her bt was late by e time i reached home, so was thinkin of textin her tmr & saw her post! Omg! Sweet max!!!!

Sweet coz she said "feels weird to nt haf talked to me or sit ard me" & she wanted to call out for me today too!!! Hehehe!

Omg! So touched leh!! Pingping & GQ r 2 ppl whom i feel tt we r "connected" tho we aren't v close or haf been thru much things! Hehe! Esp pingping coz we went thru last sem tgt! Pingping is really a very very nice person! Heh! I would even call her an angel! Hehehe! She really helps unconditionally! Yep! Felt so happy & blessed havin her ard last sem!!!

Yep! Bt i noe we aren't v close! So sometimes i also scared my over-enthusiasm will scare her off'! Or she will feel 莫名其妙！so was really v happy to haf received her fb post!!!!

Yep! & was hesitating whether to post out hw touched i was or nt! Coz i spammed fb quite a few times today! & umpapa also tagged me today! Den i only mention pingping! & jus posted on anqi they all den post on pingping! Like every single thing also can touch me like tt! Tt's true bt everythin will touch me deeply in my heart!

Yep! & finally same timetable as umpapa! Haf like 9 ppl in e whatsapp mass convo nw! & feels like i've many many loved ones ard me! Made me v happy! Heheheh!

Yep! & wen i saw dashen's whatsapp, i started to feel tt life really has more things than jus shifu! I mus clarify! I aren't sayin tt dashen is being obsessed w shifu! Bt i've been feelin so much for dashen! So worried tt if shifu breaks, her world will come crashin down & stuff! Bt i saw hw 人间 really 有情！den i started to feel tt actually it really isn't tt bad!

Why dun they jus look at e positive aspects of it? Tho love isn't like friendship, it involves more things! Bt r/s shld bring joy & happiness isn't it?

I see them quarrel like tt everyday, i really feel xin1 ku for them! Bt nw of coz shldn't give up! Coz is shifu's ex 在搅和！bt i really dun understand, is it really tt hard to trust e other party? To b really really honest, i really cannot comprehend shifu's complexity of thots leh! &... *

Yep! 难道爱，一定要爱到如此辛苦吗？i noe it isn't their choice either!

Bt i hope i jus take away the learnin point frm here (coz it is nt my r/s & i really dun haf the right to say or do anythin) tt love really can be in its most simplest form! Bringing momets of joy, sharing & being touched to each other, one another! Hopefully in times of fear in future, i will b able to count on these feelings & this realisation & appreciate & enjoy e r/s & make e best out of it! :)

Kheng.
Really happy today! :)