Sunday, August 12, 2012

Tmr startin sch!

Oh man! Tmr startin sch! Nt dreadin it like i used to! Probably coz i tink i've had like enuff slackin ard durin this 1 mth hols? Hehe! Jus realised tt tmr is like exactly one mth! Coz kaiyi sent me e e-card one day after placement ended, & today is e last day of tt 1 mth period where e e-card is still accessible by me! Hehe! & tmr is a new start! Hehe!

Well! So funny e feelin! Gg back to sch after such an exciting, thot-provoking & "unsettlin"(in a good way) internship! It's like after tryin to behave like professionals for 2.5mths at IMH, i'm gg back to e student's role! Hehehe! Yep! & e days at IMH suddenly become "dislocated" frm my life! It's like so no link & "unbelievable" tt i actually "worked" at IMH! Hehehe! Dunno hw to explain! Bt it's this like amazed feelin? Heheh! Yep!

& it's like the place, e ppl, e experiences become like a past! Like a drama! Hahah! Like a dream! & e dream has ended! Hahahah! It's e feelin i get wen i'm reflectin bout transitions! Heheh! Yep!

I tink of ppl like kaiyi.. Haha! Like so so distant! So much to e extent i'll ask, "who is she?" like wat's e role she played in my life, wat was my interaction like w her! Heheh! Of coz e impact she brought to my life remains huge! Heheh! Bt jus haf this "脱节" kind of feel! & also coz no contact, so feel v distant & like a lost memory kind of thing! Heheh! Yep!

Haven't quite packed my stuff actually! Really gg out everyday! Hehehe! E 1st wk after internship ended was actually e wk tt i slacked e most! Jus watch drama, slack, sleep, emo bout end of internship! Hehehe! After tt one wk, started to chiong assn, go out, give tuition & no more slackin ironically! Hehe!

Yeah! Bt today gerald's bro asked me for tuition! Heeh! Awesome! Jus nice in line w my money-grabbin state! Hehehe! Chiong & grab money! Hahaha! Bt i'll do my best! & also look out for more tuition assn! :D heheh!

& also tryin to get things into place! Hehe! Printed e syllabus for all e mods le! Luckily i checked! Jus realised i din drop one of e SW mods! & still got round 3 for me to drop! If nt i'll haf to get S for e mod sia!! Heng!! Heheh!

Yep! Hopefully i'll move on this way! Keep gg & gg! :D & create a different semester experience this time round! :D hehehe! Yep! Hopefully kaiyi's inspirations & teachings dun go to waste! :D heheh! Yep!

I kinda picked myself up frm e nua-ness jus nw coz of gerald's bro's tuition! Hehehe! Coz i was in this "haiya, i wan find more assn, bt nobody callin me leh!" hahah! & this like totally unexpected offer came frm gerald's bro! Hahaha! I see this as God's way of grantin me wat i wan! So i shld cherish, appreciate & really do sth! Hehehe! Yep! :D

K! :D tt's it! Hehe! Shld i go for a swim tmr morn? :p hehehe!

Kheng :)

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