document_18-05-10

ok. i've played a day of games again!:P hehe. startin w hearts.. den freecell. haha. i helped to bring up e winning percentage already wor!:P hehehe. decided to stop coz really play until v restless.. hehe. alr v tired in e first place.. after playin.. even worse:P hehehe.

yep.. received a call frm sunitha at 430am this morn. agreed to come out of kindness of coz.. bt another thing tt pushed me to agreein was coz wanted to go sing k w fy.. bt she say she nt free. nvm den. later go hm slp! hahaha. slept at 1230 yest coz was preparing to come work at 2pm today.. man. n go hm crops would haf withered lo.. bt nvm.. heh.. yep.. n worked more hours than supposed to lo.. bt again. it's ok. still can't imagine bringin myself to say i'm nt free.. nt v nice..heh. yep. tt's y all e way till nw.. i've nv rejected nt covering duties even wen i super dun feel like. coz i understand e exasperation of needing someone to change w u.. luckily all tt brought me so self-benefits like comin in at 5pm on sat instead of 2pm.. n nxt tues's change of shift w sunitha.. hehe. yep..

ok.. a little worried bout my passport actually. i hope no delays n no issues.. n esp w e arrival visa part.. if nt waste money, n will b disappointing for both jie n me.. yep.. pls bless k!! i really dun tink it's like my fault.. it's nt tt my passport is due n i didn't renew n doin my usual last-min stunts.. bt e egypt embassy dun accept.. wat can i do? yep.. pls pls.. i hope this wun translate into being able to go bt super nt enjoying my trip! pls.. i hope tt this trip will b an enjoyable one(: hehe. yep.

anw it's really fast. i'm flyin nxt thurs! n nxt thurs also my last day.. this sun shall go out n buy e things i'm supposed to get for e ppl here ba.. this morn i still succumbed n talked extra to my TL. yep.. n jus feel a little uneasy w e "i'm nt happy w u, bt i'm nt showin it n i'm HIDING it" atmosphere frm e rest.. yep.. n up to this point.. i alr dunno how shld i write e farewell letters to my colleagues here.. coz i dun wish to lie. bt i dun wish to b too crude.. if i'm nt gng to say much, den wat's e point of writing? c first ba.. depending on my mood.. n c whether i got time anot.. super scared will b experiencing last min scramble to get my things ready for Egypt..

hmm. dun really like e auntie here.. i tink she a bit weird.. she is like so weird.. i told her i dun understand malay she still keep talkin to me in malay.. maybe she cannot get ard fast enuff? bt she is a chinese isn't she? hmm. n a bit dun wan to lose type.. insisted tt e list of tenants is somewhat e same as a timetable. nt really say v humble wen askin things.. maybe she dun haf to coz afterall i'm younger? bt it's like if u're askin ppl for info, be humble. rah.. n i noe she meant well bout me letting e 2guys who had their security clearance cleared at north tower.. actually come to tink of it. i kinda spoilt e market.. oops. better nt do this again.. yep.. bt wen she's tellin me. i noe she is givin advice w her experience.. bt to make it really blunt n mean, i've been here longer n noe how things work.. it's jus e tone la.. bt actually. here longer still dunno tt i'm nt supposed to let those 2 guys up. or rather, broke e rules despite noe-ing.. hehe. oops. bt yep.. jus tink she's v weird.. nt really v comfortable.. bt anw. i'm also leavin alr.. n it's like wat, 9days away?

hmm. i wonder wat happened. i alr cut short my lunch coz i didn't wan to eat alone in e food court at peak hour.. n i wanted to help sinthiya finish covering.. oh man. in e end i didn't even haf my 15mins break.. doesn't make sense rite? tho i said i dun mind nt havin.. bt did things really stall tt badly? n these r e times wen i qn, is this wat ppl say as, dun b too nice, if nt ppl will eat u up? bt anw. i volunteered to nt haf it. so can't say anything.. bt i really meant nt havin my un-covered lunch break. nt e entire 15mins.. oops.. rah.. bt nvm. haf some faith in sinthiya. she isn't e type tt would take advantage of/short-change her colleagues(: yep..

bt anw v happy today's south.. later after work go change den go sign alr den zao4.. hopefully 198 will haf space for me to slp. really v tired inside.. maybe coz nv do anythin vigorous like chiongin to finish enterin e visitors' details or like hectic movin ard.. or maybe coz i didn't haf a real n full lunch.. yep.. tt's y still v lethargic..

haha. tt auntie jus had a mild, mini debate w uncle loo..i guess i found e right word to describe her, "yaya".. yep.. nt tt i wan to criticise her or m in any position to.. bt i really jus found e right word to describe my encounter w her jus nw. anw glad tt deployment has changed:P hehe.

yep.. 1h25mins to go!:P hehe.

many ppl were shocked tt i m at south tower today.. jus like helpdesk. i tink my record for this tower is 1. haha. today is e 2nd. haha. coz i really dun wan to go there n face those fitness first ppl.. yep.. as in those who dun bring IDs n r v rude.. yep.. thank goodness liya changed w me.. n anw if i didn't come today, it would b e same situation as last last thurs.. i guess i'll c more "sizzling news" on fb. n given liya's readiness to let me sit at south. i dun c y n hw would she kick up a big fuss e previous time if nt for e fact tt it's raihanah's order for her to change w liyana half-way thru.. bt well. i dunno.. i wasn't here to c for myself.. everythin is jus hear-say..

yep. tmr will b at north!:S bt nvm.. gng out w fann after work.. hehe. as in i prepared myself for north alr.. so nth.. n thurs at symbiosis. totally dun dare to change for symbiosis coz of tt guy.. tho after last sat wen i found out tt 1st guy who came for my no was jus a playboy.. nt tt i expected anythin out of him.. bt it's like these ppl r jus like jokin or playin.. maybe tt mr koh is serious.. bt u nv noe. n anw i wun jus give my no like this. n i'm more afraid of e awkwardness wen i c him.. so hopefully he wun b here on thurs.. coz he asked suzi if i workin on wed.. hehe. pls bless!!!! hahahaha.

yep.. can't wait for my dear tong to come back. to go ard this buildin for 1 last time while i'm still in e post of a CRO.. yep. feel like seein everythin once again. n tell her bout this building!! hehe. so i can't wait for her to come n visit me.. yep. n wenever i feel lonely or low, i'll tink of tong n miss her exceptionally much.. man. tho it means tt wen i'm happy, i tink of her less. bt at least she's e first to come to my mind wenever i'm down! hehe. n it's everywhere i go. takin photo w valerie in front of e mrt poster yest, fangyi's suggestion of gng zoo on her b-dae.. mdm chia's pregnant news.. everythin. i tink of her n feel like tellin her. tong, i hope u're enjoying!(: hehe. she told me to stay safe n happy b4 she left.. i mus!!!(:

heh.. yep.. n nt as lookin forward, bt still lookin forward to gng mdm chia's hs nxt wed, i hope i can still sit beside tong. bt actually nt v worried, coz other than jiamin, whoever i sit w i also will feel safe enuff de.. nt tt jiamin is dangerous, bt i nt as close to her mah.. scarly i sit w mdm chia n jiamin.. as in nxt to.. man. i'll feel more awkward i guess.. hmm. mus haf tong on 1 side, tt would b e best! bt ka, norine n qimin also will make me feel comfy la. hehe. yep..

man.. it's raining outside.. can't go tt place to emo also. haha. nt as if i'll stay after work to sit there n emo also la. bt jus feel like vistin tt place more.. jus feel so cool. like an emo corner. hehehe. yep.. bt jus nw even wen i went in e afternoon, it's also v windy. tt's really a good spot.. hopefully nxt thurs wen tong comes, i dun haf to rush off to pack or worse, settle my passport.. den i can really enjoy walkin ard e building(: hehe. w tong!:D yep..

n comin back on 8th morn, 6plus am instead of 10th as calculated!:P hehe. kinda good coz i can still celebrate karen's b-dae.. hehe. n go lesser days, hopefully will cherish e exp more n if go as long as taiwan, i sure will compare.. hehe. yep.. of coz feel like meetin up w tong first wen i come back. bt need c. coz 10th celebrating karen's b-dae.. 12th celebrating fangyi's.. den 11th fangyi nt free, so either 8th or 9th i mus go sing w fy. haha. b4 her b-dae.. hahaha.. we r both so desperate to sing la! haha. at least i'm!:P hehehehe.. yep. c wen my dear fren free(: haha.

yep.. 1hr n 10mins more.. how do i kill e time? maybe i shld pour my ketchup n slowly enjoy my fries?:P hehehe.

k la.. shall stop "bloggin"!:P hahaha.

kheng(:
18-05-10
status: suddenly feel a lot happier!:P hehe. maybe at e thot of my fries ba!:P hehehe..