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DUN COME!

ok.. tink of ur story.......

tong, where r u?

ppl really suck... bt who?

haha. "man u sucks" i noe who said this o_* but i DUN AGREE! hehehh..

badminton..

steamboat..

miss ginnelle...

michnelle! hahahah!

random:S

hmm. dunno why suddenly v sian.. i mean even more sian.. heh. as in jus nw v emo after lunch. den felt slightly better bt den suddenly it took a dip down.. rahhh... tho i really tink tt we shld b reasonable n jus accept ppl's "other" cards wen they really dun haf any other cards, bt i really tink attitude counts.. like jus nw those 2 ppl.. nt polite at all! rah! so wat if it might b their 1st time here? i mean it's like. so rude. n dun listen.. i said "nxt time"! rahh!!!!!!!! i tink rahh does does the same effect as e F word.. i mean only wen i'm typing. jus nw after they left my counter, i jus mouthed e F word. to vent my anger.. my first instinct was actually wanting to slam sth bt of coz i can't n won't. so i jus went "F". bt i only mouthed it..

yep. i noe v well tt if he was aggressive, den i would haf budged(spelt like this?) bt i wasn't forcing for his passport. i was sayin e nxt time.. anw nxt time if it's him again n he's gng to give me e same attitude.. i wun let him up. this type of times i would love to haf forceful guards.. to nt let him go up. jus to teach him a lesson to b more polite. bt actually maybe i shldn't b so mean..bt if he spoke nicely... rahh.

yep.. i jus dumped softly e card on e table jus nw instead of my usual handing over directly to e visitors.. yep.. bt anw if nxt time he comes i still let him in.. my colleagues r gng to haf a hard time after i leave, coz he will say, "tt time it's ok......."

yep. anw another grp of HCI china boys jus pissed me off.. bt den got crowd.. so nw my anger simmer down alr. hehe. izzit tt i'm gettin heaty? man. why so easily angered n pissed off? hmm. cheer up! tmr after work nth to do anw. can go home n haf a good rest. jus haf to wake up early tmr... yep.. n later go out w fann, shld b quite fun. coz v long nv meet le. n anw. jus spam n crap.. hehe. yep..

haha. still decided to write.. tt guy didn't come. i dun tink he even appeared at symbiosis today.. good good! hehe. i was jus afraid tt after writing, he would appear.. hehe. yep. bt anw. yep. actually i really really hope he dun appear. coz it'll b so weird, i've decided tt if i c him at symbiosis. i wun change e way i do things = i'll still keep e pass for him. n wen he smiles, i'll smile back n give a v blur n nth has happened look. hehe. yep.. it really feels great to haf some1 askin for ur no. bt nt directly at me. i really v scared n i wun noe how nt to appear rude n yet nt give at e same time. yep.. i dun wan to give, later become like tt a* guy who bug rameesah like tt.. yep. bt i also tell myself nt to tink too much.. maybe he doin a "dare" w his frens or like he's actually after mama king or her fren's no or sth. hehe. yep..bt anw, it doesn't matter coz i dun like him. so i wun feel upset if things turn out tt he wasn't after me.. hehe. yep!(:

dunno why.. mood suddenly become quite good. hehe. izzit coz of ramesh's nonsense? haha. no no. sth b4 this made me happy. jus cannot recall. haiyo. how ah? my mood really change v drastically. n v rapidly! wow!

-kheng, posting on 22-05-10-