hmm...

hmm.. i mus admit my facebook status, e first part was to really express how happy i'm nw tt i've managed to get over e emo-ness of tong's b-dae present preparation. e 2nd part maybe is to get her to comment. haha. not to attract attention n get her to come n comment.. bt really v excited bout e thot tt we can rival teams' jackets!:P hehe. bt suddenly realised my bro n sis might b sayin tt i'm v AA.. bt well. wat can i say? nw tt i've alr posted? hmm. maybe i shld go remove it!:P hehe. yep. i'll do it.. nw!:D hehe. i done it. tho da jie would b wonderin y i remove it. hehe. n tho it contains my thanks to liyana for her b-dae present.hehe.

bt anw came to blog coz of ka.. hmm. 6years.. maybe it's coz of e length.. n maybe coz i wasn't expecting her to go.. coz karen, norine n tong haf been sayin all along. n i thot ka would b more inclined towards e nt gng side coz of family..

actually tt day upon meetin up w ancestor. e aftermath thing went away immediately coz e moment i saw ancestor.. i smiled(: hehe. yep.. n we went n crapped n other stuff. n 1 other thing tt made me remove tt emo-ness was this news tt she broke to me.. yep. my dear kaka is leaving for 6years overseas to study her dream career-architecture.. nt even sure if i spelt it correctly..

hmm. maybe i shld feel a little ashamed ba.. for nt following up on whether was she gng to go overseas.. n nt offering her support n help thru her decision making process. n only nw wen i go to her fb n see her emo post on hoping tt her family will understand her decision.. yep..

i dunno.. i mean yep. it's coz of this departure thingy tt is making me cherish things more.. bt i still can't say tt i feel bad for nt treating ka as e person i care for most.. coz things turned out this way coz of changes.. i'm nt tryin to shriek all e responsibilities. or rather there's no responsibility in e 1st place.. hmm. i'll blog bout this later at work.. nw shall prep for tuition n work later(:

kheng(:
06-05-10
status: hmm. feel a little bit emo n bad nw. bt still nt as negative as tt time.. oops.. (this oops is w a "..", nt "!" no cheekiness meant..)