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Hmm! Thinkin bout yest! Shldn't haf told pau tt there's a real reason behind pingping's discomfort! Shld haf let things rest rite? Bt got 3 reasons:

1) too proud tt i noe more bout pingping than e rest - too "happy" cannot conceal it!
2) i din wan to lie to pau.
3) pingping did say b4 she thot of tellin them, so i thot it was ok to say.
4) i din wan them to tink tt pingping cannot survive in a grp settig, it's nt true!

Bt after thots were like: let them misunderstand lo, rather than now, pau got e wrong target, say le might affect her r/s w e real target & cannot let pingping jus fade away like tt! Rah!

Scared pingping angry why i "sabo" her! Scared she dun trust me w secrets anymore. Scared she tink i kaypoh..

Ltr will find a good time to confess to her! Actually i jus tink tt if she dun say, she will feel more comfy.. I thot of excuses she can use also alr! :p hehehe! To "lie"! Heheh! Yep! Initially thot of jus pretendin i din tell pau, bt jus feel tt she got e wrong target, e target v innocent & dun wan to affect her r/s w tt target also! & dun wan to end up pingping tink pau dunno & continue usin tt excuse wen pau alr do noe sth! Yep!

See lah! Nv tink properly! E price of nt speakin b4 using my brain shall b e potential loss of pingping as a gd fren! Bt will see hw! Jus preparing myself for e worst, hopefully pingping will b ok for it! I wan to b a support to her! I hope lah! :)

Yep! :) i'm nt really bothered by it! Bt i'm thinkin bout it! Hehe!

Kheng.