Hee! Today will b full of emo posts.. So i named them in parts first! Hehe! Yep! Received pingping's whatsapp & v naturally thot of wat i will b doin at work at this time..
Hmm.. If only we din end placement early, den i most prob would b gg for GWR this morn, most prob stoning again? Hahaha! Den packin Ginn's files? Hehe! Maybe do f/u? Or go see cases? Hmm.. Jus thinkin.. 1hr 15more mins to lunch! Heheh! Kaiyi most prob will go lunch at 1230! Hahaha!
Yep! Jus nw re-read e msg.. Nt so much of e touchin feel! Coz she said "every supervisory r/s", nt out supervision! Hehe! Bt she did say she got learn frm me! Heheheh! Yep! At least i was e rep frm e really low confidence student! Hehehe! So she has exposure of hw such a student might b like & probably hw to guide? Hehehe!
Yep! & it was a lot bout skills & all tt, hehe! I'm a v feelings person! Bt still, e entire msg card is still v meaningful & impactful! Hehe! I'm definitely gg to print it out & laminate! For sure!!
Yep! It's a form of closure for me! Coz yest.. Ltr then say..
Yep! Mus talk bout yest! Lol! Morn she asked me wanna go row call, den marian said she wanted to go den kaiyi said v crowded! Den she said if i dun wan go also can, den i said "ok, den i dun go!" hehe! & blur her/team! Nellie also nt ard! Hahaha!
Yep! :D & after tt did e evaluation thingy, den her card! So happy wen i was done w it! Nt v colourful or cute! Jus tt really 记载着 all my feelings & gratitude!
Den did Ginn's files! & after tt went longstay. Lol! My face was really black wen marian came along! I tink they sensed it! Hehe! Den they also dun dare to say? Hehe! Nt tt i wan to b imamture, bt i really quite bushuang marian came along! I wanted to haf some private time w my sup lo! :/ i really haf morbid jelaousy! Goodness! Totaly couldn't control! :p hehe! & after tt came back, marian said if afternoon got case, i go w kaiyi myself! Den i said dun wan lah, go tgt! Hehe! Coz i dun wan to b seen as selfish or scary! No way! Heheheh!
After tt got think bout whether to process w kaiyi or wat if she asks! & also whether to discuss w marian or nt! Bt marian tt part maybe nt, i was truly jealous! Hehe! No point tryin to lie! Hahaha! Wait! Nt jealous, jus tt i wanted my private time!! My last day of placement leh! I tink i'm really immature bah! Bt, rahhhhh..
Yep! Bt we finished filing e long stay! Hehe! Finally a proper closure! Hehe!
Den came back, continued doin e stuff, den went to room 10 to pass e cards! Goodness! Doris on 2 days MC, din manage to pass her e card directly! Bt at least gave to kelly & michael myself! :D hehe! Totally love e ambulance card! :p hehe!
Den went for lunch, really sleepy! Bt tried to hang on! Went back joked ard & slacked w e rest! Den went to ask kaiyi to get her to sign all e things, & she wrnt "i got case now (liao)!" like a bit "jus nw talk & talk, dun wan come find me, nw otot come over. Nw my turn to b nt free" jind! Heheheh! Yest i really v horrendous, texted, slacked & OTOT do my things! Hehe! A bit bad! Last day liao mah! :p plus i alr cleared my workin hours liao leh! Heheheh!
Yeah! Den we went out see case, couldn't find marian. Den we walked till canteen den became false alarm! & we came back! Den pau called. Goodness! I wanted to hang up coz i scared kaiyi will haf case! & i tink only right for me to settle proper stuff first b4 being on e phone! Yeah! Bt i still finished w pau, bt din managed to help her decide wat candy to buy for her sup! Hehe!
Yep! Den went to settle! & see case! Luckily found marian! & we went tgt! & i was smilin & gigglin le, so i hope e morn's black face will b forgotten! Tink kaiyi shld b "??" wen i gave e black face bah! Or maybe she will suspect certain things! Hehe! Bt she most prob wun get e ans! Hehe! I was also thinkin of wat reason to tell her shld she ask also! Coz cannot say e truth! She will b like "why r u so attached to me?" & also i will b talkin bout marian.. Sth which i tried v hard to nt talk bout! So tempted to tell kaiyi! Coz my sup! Bt cannt! In case marian becomes colleague w her!
Yep! Hehe! Den we went to see case tt time.. Marian asked me if i showed kaiyi e card! Den i told her i wan to show her later! Heheheh! Nt too sure if kaiyi will go & ask frm michael! Hehe! Bt i might show her e pic thru my thank-you email later! Ehehe!
Lol! It feels like 2 plus nw! Bt actually only 12pm! & 12pm feels like v late le, bt actually at work, still early! Still got another hour b4 lunch! Can still do a lot a lot of work de! :D
Yep! & i was like gigglin & interaction w marian was norm le! Yep! Was jus tinkin if i go back to IMH in future, marian might b thinkin i'm someone who dun like ppl to follow her? Or nt willin to share? Dunno wat interpretations would she haf for my yest morn's behaviour, hehe, bt it's ok! Dun feel like clarifyin! Hehe! Or rather, no need! If nt 越描越黑！hehe!
Yep! Den went in, one person take one case! Quite rushed coz a lot of ppl in e clinic! Din do much also! E case nt exceptionally easy/challengin, jus did watever i could! & jus checked w kaiyi can i check hw pt takes care of herself wen parents r at work! Was worried bout clinic space! She allowed me to! So i asked! Hehe! Happy! Marian saw her case! & we went back, processed a bit bout e case, den i said "kaiyi! Can i see u later At 5?" hehehe! Yep!
Den i went back, chionged recording! Went to take pictures b4 tt! Hehe! At least took grp pic! :D heheh! Den went back & chionged! Thot of e things i've to pack & return to Ginn & also speak to kaiyi, i totally panicked & chionged! Knocked my head a few times! Hehe!
I thot it was 5pm alr! Den kaiyi told me she got case, she see me ltr & i thot it was 520 alr! Goodness! After i finished chionging, den i saw e time! 450! Wah biang! Hahaha! Bt at least i finished!
Den i hanged ard, dne realised i couldn't find e thigs kaiyi jus signed for me! Den i went to dig! Really panicked! After v long, found it in e midst of e files i returned to Ginn! Wah! Scare me! Hehe!
Yep! Den ginn came out, i returned her e stuff! Went in for Nic's celebration! Den came out & finished w Ginb! Heeh! Goodness! She bot me a gift! It's a notebook w a bookmark! So sweet! She is e only one who prepared a gift for me!
& b4 tt, i passed my card to Gaya! She said she was touched to tears bt i still can't fully feel e connection to her! Hehe! & after systemic, i passed to Dya! She was v sweet! She gave me a hug! & she said she din noe was my last day! If nt she would haf prepared a gift for us! Hehehe! So sweet! Really felt my heart warmed wen she hugged me! Hee!
Den kaiyi nt ard, so went back to join in for nic's celebration, talked, took photos & kaiyi still wasn't back! Den she came back after a while, den we talked bout e cases first! Den i was like hesitatin whether to say or not, of coz i din stop this time "i asked, kaiyi, do u haf 10mins?" den she said "yah haf!" den i said "can talk in e room?" heheheh! Den a bit 不知所措! So i went to take e gift! & stepped into e room she alr gave de "wah, sth for me? :)" look! Hehe! & asked me "wat's tt? :)"
Den i gave her e card! & e Royce choco! Wen i gave her e card, she said thank u & immediately flipped open! Den she asked "can read nw?" den i said "no no!! Don't read nw!" hehe! Den she closed it back! Den i smiled at her, giggled! & said "i wan to say thank u to u! Like i learnt a lot during this period." den she said "ooh, u're welcome."
Ok, ltr then continue! A bit no feel nw.. Feel more like talkin/thinkin bout emo stuff! :p heheh!
Or rather quite tired! :/
Kheng.
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